a travesty honestly we couldve made out under the bleachers like the hormonal teenagers we were even if u wouldve balked at the idea of it back then
[ not even mentioning that he thought of his lips at least once in those four years. ]
idk that i couldve been comfortably out in hs anyway ppl would see me w guys sometimes like at parties and shit when i got absolutely trashed but no one ever talked abt it some hs version of dont ask why our centerman is shoving his tongue down that dude's throat and he won't tell so i never told
dude what the fuck i'm pretty sure my mom doesn't even know who my dad is there was never a dad there was just a rotation of shitty guys
i wasn't in your crowd so that would've been weird for me at least i probably would've offended at least 47% of your friends by existing too close to them you just get a free pass for everything don't you never had anyone put dog shit in the shape of a dick in your locker huh not that i would've wanted you to be bullied for sticking your tongue down some dude's throat but i'm just saying
sry my b i dont know ur life dude im still trying to figure u out
i never really thought of it as a free pass it just meant ppl were uncomfortable talking abt it for xyz reasons
[ but realistically it absolutely was a free pass because he had money, his uncle had numerous connections, and he had the most coveted spot on the hockey team. he never thought about how different his life was from ashe's back then but in retrospect it is glaringly obvious. ]
anyway thats enough reminiscing for one day when should i show up to ur gig early?
my one and only experience w an older dude was junior year i let some 20-sth financing graduate jerk me off in someone's bathroom it was ok why he was at a high school party i do not know lol
ill stop by after i pop home for a shower then been at the beach most of the day
because i told u mine and im not going to judge u for whatever ur deep dark secret is u have some trust issues huh
jokes on u bc i used to make dumb sea glass and seashell necklaces and bracelets for fun ill bring it for u tonight u have to wear it tho at least sometimes
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u rly dont know where ur dad is?
a travesty honestly
we couldve made out under the bleachers like the hormonal teenagers we were
even if u wouldve balked at the idea of it back then
[ not even mentioning that he thought of his lips at least once in those four years. ]
idk that i couldve been comfortably out in hs anyway
ppl would see me w guys sometimes
like at parties and shit when i got absolutely trashed
but no one ever talked abt it
some hs version of dont ask why our centerman is shoving his tongue down that dude's throat and he won't tell
so i never told
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i'm pretty sure my mom doesn't even know who my dad is
there was never a dad
there was just a rotation of shitty guys
i wasn't in your crowd so that would've been weird
for me at least
i probably would've offended at least 47% of your friends by existing too close to them
you just get a free pass for everything don't you
never had anyone put dog shit in the shape of a dick in your locker huh
not that i would've wanted you to be bullied for sticking your tongue down some dude's throat but i'm just saying
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i dont know ur life dude im still trying to figure u out
i never really thought of it as a free pass
it just meant ppl were uncomfortable talking abt it for xyz reasons
[ but realistically it absolutely was a free pass because he had money, his uncle had numerous connections, and he had the most coveted spot on the hockey team. he never thought about how different his life was from ashe's back then but in retrospect it is glaringly obvious. ]
anyway thats enough reminiscing for one day
when should i show up to ur gig
early?
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that's why i fucked with older guys
they were slightly more progressed in their gay panic and i didn't have to deal with any of their shitty friends
you can show up whenever
i'll be there early for soundcheck but i'm probably gonna take a nap before we go on
wake me up if you want to hang
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my one and only experience w an older dude was junior year
i let some 20-sth financing graduate jerk me off in someone's bathroom
it was ok
why he was at a high school party i do not know lol
ill stop by after i pop home for a shower then
been at the beach most of the day
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what the fuck else do you even want to know
the ones that go to high school parties are the weirdos
you gotta sneak into their territory
if you're not a dumbass they assume you're their age
what were you doing at the beach all day
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the thing ur hiding from me
how slutty of u
nothing tbh
vibing
too cold to surf or hang in the water so i walked the beach and picked up shells and sea glass after class
do u want a shell
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you spend your whole life vibing
yeah i want a shell i want a really sharp one
make me a necklace
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u have some trust issues huh
jokes on u bc i used to make dumb sea glass and seashell necklaces and bracelets for fun
ill bring it for u tonight
u have to wear it tho
at least sometimes
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you could've told me to fuck off like i'm telling you now
i don't have trust issues i just don't need this dumb circle time shit
if you bring it i'll wear it tonight
i won't even resell it in my etsy shop
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does anyone else know ur secret
right i forget ur crafty
thats cute
ok 1 seashell necklace coming up
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shut the fuck up
if i like it i might knit you a hat or something
or get you a ball gag
i'll see you tonight